my morning coffee

why is it that I feel i will have a lousy day if my morning cuppa of coffee does not taste right!Its the most irritating thing to sip into a hot cup of coffee and realise its too milky or too strong or just not right!! and then my day goes downhill from there. Every morning i wake up and say a silent prayer that i dont screw up on the coffee. i am so particularabout it its like a fetish, so much so that i dont let anyone make my coffee in the morning. I think thats like growing old with a vengence!!with a good i mean really!! a good cup of hot steaming strong cup of coffee make me feel there aint no mountain is high enough, aint no river wide enough (u know from stepmom)But wait!!! is this what my life has come to.. that i need a right cup of coffee to make sure my day is Great!!ohh that thought just sucks..