the beginning

there are certain things that we do when we enter the house after a long trip, i know some people unpack immidiately, some open mail, some go into the bedroom and lie down on thier familiar bed but I make coffee.. how i miss the coffee i make at home and its so frustrating when you dont get the right cup of coffee of your trip knowing fully well that for the next couple of days you are going to suffer as that caffine is just not right! the number of time i have chucked my grandmom's coffee into the potted plants.. poor plants, the amount of money i have spent in coffee shop..which makes me think what makes coffee so special? why does coffee have the ability of making your days bright and right. Is it a marketing hype or just plain routine that gets you going. maybe if i start on tea i will be able to see the difference. oh god i shudder with that thought.

I dont think i should punish myself for no reason right!! when coffee places is available in pleanty why not just make use of it instead of putting myself through attrocious punishments like "no coffee" my god what was i thinking. bad idea

today i woke up to the sounds of a koel and sauntered into the balcony, in hope of seeing one which got me thinking about how superstious i can get and to what extent. i see myself looking out for a koel on the tree for my wish to come true, or how sometimes when the day is not going right i think its because i saw the wrong person's face first thing in the morning. Can't get the day to start right without my finger rings. what is with us and the various superstion that comes into our unconciousness. Does it come from Culture, belief or social influences.. sometimes i am so hell bent on gettting some answers that these blogs are just right as it stops at just being opinions and questions.. there is no right or wrong in this page. its a statement or a state of mind, an opinion for the day and it feels good when all these come out, as sometimes i feel stupid wanting to ask these aloud.

blogging, my new tool to put my opinions and questions out there. It also beats me trying to hunt for my journal and then crib about the paper quality in it. I do enjoy the thought process that goes on in my head during the writing. its a wonderfulprocess to take a spark and nurture it into an article.